the depository

well. it usually works that way. you are on a roll with your projects then you get sick.

or at least i think im sick.

i don't even know.

allergies?

something.

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anyway. not that big of a deal i suppose. think i need ot slow down, relax , step back into a new perspective.

mostly you get so consumed with the flow of the work your doing that it gets lost and then flustered and then turns out horrible.

then you usually scrap the whole thing and start over.

most of the time any way.

working on these projects of late has been slightly different than that of ones in the past.

things seem a bit more clear. a direction is seen and a purpose is felt.

things were always so much foggier.

slightly easier now maybe at least for the time being when things make sense.

lets hope that lasts.

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what will your legacy be? if you die tomorrow or today, what will your legacy be? what do you want to accomplish in life that will echo your name when your gone?

was asked that a few weeks ago.

and i still have not been able to come up with a good response.

keeps going through my head. i know the answers... but you know. how can you answer that?

so meanwhile i avoid calling them back.

because seriously they are waiting to hear a response.

if i died tomorrow, literally tomorrow, it would be a very very short legacy that not many would even know about.

there.

kind of sad.

cest le vie.

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imovie to edit film clips is really not that bad.

sure there is more control in programs like final cut and the adobe suites, but i think or the purpose i am going on here, now, it is good.

the video installation piece i am working on is encompassing all media. drawing, painting, audio, visual....everything. instead of showing paintings. it is an interactive piece. for the short attention spans out there.

take in a full series of art in 10 seconds.... come back 20 seconds later and there is something different there playing in front of you.

i think it can work.

yes. i know all of that was pretty much a mish mash of words describing it, but... yea.

well.

get on in then.